Ode to boyfriends...or lack thereof

Tonight my friend Dave posted a picture of me and him at my grad with the caption "This is Nav...yes she's single, and no she probably won't date you". At first I just laughed, but then it got me thinking. He's right! I have serious issues when it comes to the idea of dating again. More specifically, since I had my heart broken in March. I'm having trouble trying to figure out how a person can go from being in love with you, to nothing at all. It doesn't seem fair. And how do I know that it won't happen again? That's the thing, I don't know! And chances are, it will happen again. I have to trust that God has a plan for me, and that He will guide me to my husband. The alternative is celebacy...that really sucks! Everyday I have to turn everything over to God, including my male-trust issues. I'm finding myself wallowing in bitter feelings towards guys, I don't want to be like that anymore! Jesus will always be my number 1 love, I need to trust that He will also guide me to my number 2 love.